死

今天的
以前的
凯飞
心死了
以后的
毁灭了

夜_乱+回'废*哈@飛

最近我的其中一个读者跟我说
我的部落格好象失去了我原有的味道
也许开始懒散了
觉得有一懒惰打中文了
我惊觉...对哦...
本身对中文有一定的坚持(虽然中文并没有好到那)
开始忘了对我的部落格的原意
希望现在并没有太迟发现

废话太多了!!!哈哈!!

夜...现在3.34am 13/9/2008
这一刻...我没有必要象王家卫用那么难理解的方式告诉大家
刚有一股冲动
在夜里
把没做完的事做完
烫了不下二十件的衣服
凌晨1.00把整个房抹了一遍
帮在客厅一起打仗的战友抹了战场
洗了好多衣服(洗衣机啦!!!哈哈!!)
忙完...但心里...空虚
开始会想...在完成District Posting后的一个星期假期
又会是...浪费的一星期吗?
听着一些歌
一遍又一遍
回想
回忆
回味
回避
回荡
回顾
回归

不想继续
只想...
想好好的想...
我要的是什么...
就是...回...回回........

回到床上睡个大头觉Z...Z....Z....

不想想了...
夜...好静但我好乱...

PS写了一篇我也不懂要表达什么的文章...不好意思!!

领悟

从朋友那处看到的一篇满有意义和讽刺的几个句子,分享!!

我就像一隻趴在玻璃上的蒼蠅，前途一片光明，但是出路沒有。

錢不是問題，問題是我沒有錢。

一山不能容二虎，除非一公和一母。

寧願相信世間有鬼，也不能相信男人的那張嘴！

對流血一週仍然不死的動物千萬不能大意…　

男人的謊言可以騙女人一夜，女人的謊言可以騙男人一生！

女人無所謂正派，正派是因為受到的引誘不夠；
男人無所謂忠誠，忠誠是因為背叛的籌碼太低…

我和超人的唯一區別是：我把內褲穿在褲子裡面。

我身在江湖，江湖卻沒有關於我的傳說…

喝醉了我誰也不服，我只要扶牆。

避孕的效果：不成功，便成人。

問世間情為何物？一物剋一物。

生，容易；活，容易；生活不容易。

一個人並不孤單，想一個人時才孤單。

我不是隨便的人，但隨便起來就不是人。

騎白馬的不一定是王子，可能是唐僧；
帶翅膀的不一定是天使，也可能是〝鳥人〞。

流氓不可怕，就怕流氓有文化 。

水能載舟，亦能煮粥！

聰明的女人對付男人，而笨女人對付女人。

还有一封信息...

人生0岁出场 10岁快乐成长

20为情彷徨 30基本定向

40拼命打闯 50回头望望

60告老还乡 70搓搓麻将

80晒晒太阳 90躺在床上

100挂在墙上

生得伟大 死得凄凉

所以呀该吃就吃 该喝就喝

遇事别往心里搁

洗着澡,看着表

舒服一秒是一秒

能牵手的时候,请别只是肩并肩

能拥抱的时候,请别只是手牵手

能在一起的时候,请别轻易分开

如果你真爱一个人就要好好珍惜!

望大家有所领悟吧!!

Finally!!终于!!

Finally, my 7 weeks district hospital posting reach end...hm...really going to miss it!!got a lot of suffer and happy momment here!!

Will miss the staff nurse that so helpful, the Medical Assitant that help us a lot, Doctors that teach us, patient and people there are so nice, nice view and scenary, and nice food!!going to miss it!!

Well, share a few photo before my exam starts next week!!

Bilik Lega??guess!!answer will reveal below!!saw it in KKIA Papar!!haha!!

With our helpful and responsible coordinator...Dr Thit Lwin

How dare Ah Wah make a horn to him!!

MA in OT...Mr Ediwin...nice and helpful MA!!!

Kak Rosinah, UMS staff in Hosp Papar!

Behind, Sebastian, our respectful leader!!nice and humourous fren!!

Nice and lovely student nurse, Tsui Fei, well...unable to take the photo wif her twin sis, Tsui San!!

All da best in Australia o!!

Acting harwoking in the lecture room!!

Well, tats all for now lah!!the answer is juz a washroom for the patient after they finish doing Pap Smear.

二十四--二长四短 Two Long Four Short

Well...as the titile indicates...juz a brief blog like to share my bthday celebration with those few reader of this blog...haha...i think not more than 5 ppl lo!!

This birthday...hm...24th,二十四岁了,老了...however...celebrate for 4 days....haha...is the most celebration through out my 24 years on earth,start from 30/8/08 till 2/9/08.
Thanks for everyone for all those wishes also...those sms me, msn me, friendster and facebook!!thanks!!

31-8-2008 Sunday night

A big cup of milk tea from the restaurant bcos of my bthday...hehe...act not yet lah...but juz tell the manager juz a few hours left, so the manager juz give lo!!hehe!!

My perverb face appreciating the tea!!woohoo!!

Really big, the requirement, bthday boy, 6 ppl, spend more than rm30!!

And v got Mei, Joan, BanChai, Zihan, Jamie and me, sorry no photo, and i order cheese baked rice alr cost rm14.90, sure more than rm30 lah..

The "surprise" cake than ruin by the waiter, he juz pop out and ask who is the bthday boy when i reach and juz sat down, and joan expect to giv me a surprise only afta finish eating!!haha!!

Act cute behind the cake!!hehe!!

Making wish...hm...

Cake cutting!!nice chocolate cake!!

1-9-2008

Din take any photo lah for dis...cos dunno lah...but will show the receipt of the nice thai food...cos they said is a ticket for my next year bthday treat wor!!without it...next year no free food for me!!haha!!

Thanks to Siow Hui, Lao Foong, Connie, Min Ping and Kent!!!!

2-9-2008

My fellow grpmate, treating me eat and want to giv me a "surprise" cake, again, i alr noe the surprise...well...cos their idea really a bit lame, suddenly run out electric??haha!!However, thanks them lah for all the surprise!!thanks, Aaron, Amy, Ah Fen and Ah Wah!!

The surprise cake!!while i am acting surprise and acting i am playing the computer game!!opps, my messy room in Papar.

Haha...lovely 3rd cake of mine...

Nice cake...but dunno wats the name...hehe!!

Cake cutting again!!

Haha...my fellow lovely huzmate in Papar...Azman, Aiezat,me and Aaron...all start from A!!Remember the hand post of Azman!!haha!!

Fruits prepare by Amy, nice mango and watermelon!!

Ok now...do we all look like the "Nasyid" the famous Malay group singer!!haha!!

Amy, Ah Fen and Ah wah!!

Thanks for the celebration and nice cake and nice fruits!!alth i got watermelon intolerance and cant eat, thanks anwy!!

Thanks Aiezat and Azman for the bthday songs!!

PRESENTS

Dark Chocolate to make me happier from Siow Hui!!!thanks!!

A red round big lips...hm...make me sleep better at night??haha!!thanks lah Joan!!

A nice short socks from Mei Mei!!

Haha!!all my presents!!although din get wat i want!!haha!!but appreciate it!!thanks Siow Hui, Joan and Mei Mei!!

PS...unable to write the 30-8-08 bthday celebration due to unable get the photo from my fren...will update next time!!

Next blog will be about end of my district posting!!hehe!!thanks for reading!!

District Posting 2

Well...been back to KK for weekend again!!and officially the district posting left 2 weeks only...hm...feel sad and happy oso!!haha!!

Well..anther lecturer irritate me again!!is a bedside whereby 12 white coats medical students and plus one lecturer surrond a patients bed...wif the weather hot like hell!!then the fellow lecturer!!ask all of us go examine him and tat patient alr show his"irritated" face to us!!but out "beloved" lecturer!!keep on ask us go examine him!!ok....my turn!!then tat fellow show his face to me!!then halfway i do the shifting dullness!!i turn to my "beloved" lecturer!!tell tat the patient need a rest and we alr been there for 2 hours!!hoping a chance to let the patient rest!!mana tau!!the lecturer scold me direct saying my tecnique wrg!!say i will fail!!hello!!if i dunno shifting dullness!!then how i can pass my 3rd year exam??duh???bcos i hoping the patient wont hate we all medical students and hav a rest then wat i get is get scolded!!saying i am fail and will fail me!!!!!!IRRITATING!!wats wrg caring for a patient??wonder their country all patients izit can be treated like this??

Then I offically finish my delivery on wednesday 4am!!woohoo!!3 normal SVD!!finally!!and the last one was quite fast and i did learn a lot of thgs from the staff nurse!!thanks!!and thru out the posting!!i noe how to carry the baby at last!!and clean the baby afta they born!!happy!!!!

Then was went to a beach nearby wif my coursemate on Mon!!well...below are some photo of the beautiful scenary and my stupid video that tricked by my coursemate!!she took it without me noticing it!!tot is a photo!!


Beautiful Beringgis beach sunset in Papar


Ah Wah, Ah fen n Amy Voo(mean gal that trick me)


Me and Aaron (student nurses "killer:,haha)


Again, my favoroute post!!


Perasan??Enjoying the view??


Walking on the beach...emo!!


Well well...another perasan me!!


OKlah...enuf of me...Aaron, Ah Fen, Amy and Ah Wah!!my grpmate!!!


Ok...stupid me in action!!



Well...finally...an old aunty wif fracture of femur neck expect me to go see her on Fri...but i din manage to make it...i feel guilty about tat...cos she need some one to help her sit up and nurses are too busy and she expecting me to go help her...aiks...hopefully on Mon i can make it lah!!

Well...tats all!!hope u all enjoying reading my blog!!
Hv a nice day!!

District Posting

Well well!!afta so long!!I am back!!However...been very tired and really lack of time...so will make my blog shortlah!!and in english!!so if got any grammar mistake!!feel free to correct me!!hehe!!

1st, been a lot of stranger (gua?!!) giving comment to my blog!!got cc and me...that i dunno!!so maybe is my old fren!!mind intro??!!

2nd, in district posting!!i think many of other uni do hav nav such posting!!Well, this is a posting..hm...i dunno whether is it good or not??i think if my uni can make the posting better...
In the district posting, basically we need to noe everything, paeds, ortho, o n g, medical, surgical, e n t, opthalmo, a n e!!many many more!!and one funny thing in my uni is...c the below conversation then u all noe y i am pissed off!!!!!!

Dr X: Please clerk this 7 months old kids
Me: I alr clerked...is a 7 months old gal, wif chief complain of bla bla bla...is an orphane from the kebajikan, her mother passed away after giving birth...now caretakers taking care of her...and i was unable to elicit more the history cos the caretakers change everyday...
Dr X: Well, go and ask her mcaretakers where is the mother now? (huh??i juz said mother passed away, dunno father is who.no one claim her, thats y go kebajikan wat??)
Me: The mother passed away and we do not know the father and no one claim her.
Dr X: Go ask the caretakers again, she mite be know now!!Ok, the last senteces repeat for 3 times!!my gosh!!ALR told him NO ONE CLAIM HER and yet my "beloved lecturer" ask me go and 3 times!!He deaf ah??All my gropumater were just stand beside me and keep on whisper to me ask me to calm down, cos my face that time turn to like wan to kill some one alr!!!!!
The uni expect us to noe all those paeds lah, ortho thg lah, tat we never been thru before and no one teach us!!and the lecturer all expect all of us noe how to examine baby!!and scold us becos we dunno how to examine!!Come on!!!!!We never touch baby before and please at least show us once!!Which uni medical student can go examine baby even without no one guide us??Is the same thg we go examine pregnant mother in the 1st week posting!!if no guidelines and no ppl show us the real tehcnique, we juz go palpate, what is the mother is PP type 4??My uni system really sucks!!

And logbook, come on!!is a distrcit hospital, they exect us to observe and perform those procedure that only can be done in bigger hospital. BMA, LP and abnormal deliveries.The MA n nurses there just said "Is imposible to observe here lah, go Queen hospital, a lot there" OMG!!!How should we all finish the logbook when there are nothg for us to observe??!!

Well, enuf for the bad thgs 1st, tok about some good experience in district posting lah!!

Well, my 1st cpr, i did it there...However the patient can not make it!!BUt is really a good experience...noe where to compress in real person and not the modal.

Nurses there are so nice,teach us all thgs that we never hav chance to learn in classroom and in big hospital...not only academic stuff but some life thgy!!

A nurse ask me :"U und how pain is labour pain??wan to feel it??juz hold ur hand in a fist, then press ur index finger proximal interphalangeal joint to hard surface such as table corner...then imagine it on ur abdomen and ur back!!and progressively come for more than 10 hours.Then u will noe how ur mother feel!!"

This is really a good experience for us to feel how mother suffer when giving birth to a newborn, how our mother suffer when giving birth to us!!
I conduct a delivery there, primi and the mother push till epistaxis (nose bleed)!!

Many experience i get in distric here, however, i do hope the uni can make the posting better!!A lot of thgs can be improve yet they ignote students feeling and juz have their fun go hav trip lah, climb mount kinabalu lah!!haih....

Well, i think for now, i stop here!!Share more experince when i hav time!!another 4 weeks in district!!hope can survive the posting!!

PS Siow Wei, update already o!!Sorry make u waiting!!hehe!!

LEE CHUNG WEI from Malaysia enter the Olympic Badminton finals!!lets hope he win and bring back the gold medal for Malaysia!!!