猜不透...无论是她或是我的未来...我都猜不透

猜不透 妳最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是妳要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是妳的借口
那我宁愿对妳从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

我的路应该怎么走我不知道
猜不透 到底我所追求的是否如此
猜不透
迷茫
最终的不解

明灯...需要...

Reborn...重生

Its been whole 10 days without any patient...any procedure any blood taking...
the most imp...without any scolding by boss...10 days leave were awesome!!!
But time flies...it has to come to an end....finally...
Next stop...O n G....the posting with birth...with ladies...with new innocent life...
Afta ten days of holiday...i clear my mind...clear my path...
Promise to myself and someone....I will do my very very best in the coming posting...in my career...
Same like this posting..born...but i will reborn...重生...
No more pathetic...no more complains (maybe once a while lah)...no more looking down on myself...
No more give up so easily...Muz be tough...
Try my very best to learn as much as possible....be humble..."sorry" and "thank you" are the imp words...and muz meant it...
凯飞...相信自己...
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚 就算失望 不能绝望 被火烧过才能出现凤凰

《我今年,二十七八岁》

一篇说中了所有所有我的心声的文章....

Working...工作

Its been such a long long time......
Many Many things happened....

如果 you choose a job....working 7 days 24 hours....without weekend...not even have time to go back ur lovely home for dinner...ask me...

如果 you want a job...dat makes u scolded by ur boss...demotivated by ur boss...without anyone appreciate u...ask me

如果 you need a job...where by...a tiny miny mistake...will make the whole family members hate u...scold u...and makes u guilty for ur whole life...come to me...

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT....
如果 you....losing some one u love....and kena sabotaj by other ppl...and the one u trust the most....not trusting u anymore....and watever u can do is juz keep in silence....and suffer alone by facing all the stress of ur work alone....learn from me...

I believe i complains too much...by missing her....i feel myself more miserable....depressed...
But wat can i do....生活还是得继续...

My job still has the good side....

When just a simple "good job" by picking some things that ur boss mite miss because they are busy...its motivating and nice....

When a patient grab ur hands....and thank you for taking care of him/her....u feel glad when they step out of the ward...

When u are oncall...a nice colleague will help u settle as much things as possible...u will feel great....without being stress out about the remaining things...u feel great...

A nice "Good call" will make us happy....

The money pay is not much...and reduced recently....but just hope everythg goes smoothly....

OK...i need to stop complaints...and get back to my real life...

New year period...should not complains too much...

To whoever drop by..."HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR" HUAT AH!!!

Wish everyone going to have a good life ahead and be happy, healthy alwiz!!!

GONG XI FATT CHAI!!!!!!

The end is juz the begining!!thanks everyone!!

Hereby like to thanks person below for being supportive and by my side for the 5 years stay in Sabah!!Thanks!!

1. my huzmate--Zi Han (Fat cat), Szu Mei (retarded), Joan Yau (Ursula), Xiao Peki, Ah Ping, Jamie
2. my 5th year grpmate-- Siti Nur Nasibah, Chantha Congkolnant, Cheau Foong, Connie Liew, Jeriol, Zulhaidi
3. 4th year--Aaron, Azman, Sebastian, Aizat Saat, Shea Wah, May Feng, Amy Vvc, Nor Ain Izzati, Nurul Aimi, Marne Abdullah, Zulfa
4. 3rd year--Mei Ching, Yong Guang, Haseena
5. 2nd year--Shantene, Aldrin, Ying Huei, Soo Fei, Alif Azmi, Mat Zain
6. 1st year--Abidah, Aie Wei, May Hou
7. my Pupuk Parner--Shafika
8. That alwiz lame with me and talk some stupid things in hostel or class--Shargunan, Kim, Loo
9. My ex Kingfisher huzmate--Hung ge, Kicik, Yee Mun, Rina, Kok Leong, and Ah Sau
10. My ex IMU mates that been supportive all the while--Nythia, Siow Wei, Seow Fan, Siew Li, Khai Luen, Ben, Kee Huat, Wei Khee, Woei Tee
11. Specially dedicated to Woei Tee's mum--thanks for all the wishes!!and being supportive!!!thanks!!!!!
12. my relatives in Sabah--my uncle and his family, my cousin!!
13. my relatives in Pahang--that been supporting me study medicine!!
14. my relatives in Penang!!
15. my Penang buddy and form 6 frens!!!(list too long, u all noe who lah!!hehe)
16. Madam Woo...my primary school teacher that has been thought me well!!
17. and of course...my baby's family member that supporting me!!
18. Last but not least, the person that made me wat I am today!!my parents-their effort, their money, their worries!!without my mum and dad!!I am juz a haploid cell!!!thanks mum and dad!!and my brother and sister!!!thanks!!

Sorry for those if i left out!!u all made me wat I am today!!!thanks!!!thank you so so much!!!really appreciate every person that come across my life!!

THANKS!!!wish u all the best!!and we shall meet again in future!!!

Its Been a while....这次迟了一点....感觉多了一点

Its been a while since i update my blog...
Its been a tough months for me and oso my friends...
Time flies...Another 6 weeks....tats it...the final battle begin...
The battle will take 4 days....the 5th day will be the judgment day...
So...whoever read this blog...pray hard for me and my friends...hope tat it will be a peaceful smooth day!!

Well....have a feel of it during our mock exam 1st of March 2010....when the result was announced in front the lecture hall....my heart was like pumping damn fast...and damn nervous....

Act kinda feel dat I am not going to pass my Mock Exam, cos somehow heard from seniors that last year...not many ppl pass the mock...and to be honest...I did damn bad in the Long case and Short case....Well...in the end...I pass with a little bit higher than borderline marks....

Well....can consider I am lucky...not bcos I am good....so left this 6 weeks....going to try my very very best study as much as possible!!Hope tat I get the same result during Mock in my Prof Exam 2!!

And really sory to my beloved baby...since afta CNY...I really dun hav much time for her anymore and this is going to continue untill I pass my Prof Exam....So...baby...get use to it a while ya!!and do hope dat I will pass and wil hav my final vacation in Sgpore!!hehe!!And I wan to eat holiao, lizard, babi ponteh and I wan to go 虎豹别墅!!!woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!

And afta CNY...its our 6 motnsary...din hav time to blog about it!!so...happy 6th monthsary...
Looking forward to our 1st anniversary o!!hehe...hopefully dat time I am "suffering" in JB hospital and we got time to hav a nice nice dinner!!hehe!!

Finally, its a whole new year..wish every one hav a good year ahead!!and really!!all da best to my coursemate!!hope tat all of us make it again for UMS SPU....we all pass!!!finger cross!!woo hoo!!

And the most imp...take care our health and stay calm and confident in our exam!!!jia you!!

五月!!

五个月了...
经过了大约一百五十天...
我们到了五个月的情侣
只想说...希望我们的爱会长久
不会再有任何的不开心

虎年也要到了...
希望我的爱人在新加坡过的平安,开心!!

Baby, Happy 5th monthsary...Love you!!!