Friday, April 24, 2009

Wat if?!!

Today...24th of April 2009, a memorable day for all my seniors...UMS again did it!!
So happy when i noe all of them passed!!
So I would like to congrats them here!!
All da best in ur future!!!And really wish u all have the greatest achievement in futute!!!

In the mean time...the sad feeling back again...this is the feeling of mine during my 1st year study in UMS...
Wat if...I was enrolled in the same batch as them 5 years ago...am I going to be one of them??celebrating now for our achievements??
Wat if...I never enter UMS and continue my study in IMU...i will be facing the final exam in a few months time?
Wat if...I am the one can not make it next year and be the 1st one to fail in UMS??

Many many wat if...
So...I feel happy for them...and Sad for myself...
Once a friend told me...my medical study life full of challenge...
Can not entered medic at first, then enter IMU...then enter UMS, then fail my neuro in 2nd year...then...hopefully my challenge stop...

Hereby i write this blog...to keep this day...24th April 2009...a memorable day for all my seniors...or can so called my friends (they same age or younger than me...call seniors...a bit weird...haha)
And also a memorable day for me...myself...
Hopefully...after one year...I am also celebrating our achievement...passing the exam...with all my coursemates!!All of them...!!!
Hopefully!!!

However, gonna wish my groups...group C in 4th year...is a meaningful and unforgetable year...thanks to all my grp mates--Sebastian, Aaron, Azman, Aizat, Amy, Shea Wah, May Feng, Izzati, Zulfa, Marne, Mimi...without u all...my 4th year is meaningless!!THANKS!!
And...another one week to our final posting exam!!so...All da best!!And...we all can make it!!
JOM LOMPAT!!!Yippie!!!!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

一月...One Month (not January ya!!haha)

还剩四星期
或可称一月
第四年的沙大医学生生活就完了
第五年的医学就读也进入尾声了
开始进入最后一年
心情开始有一些害怕,不舍,伤心.欣慰,高兴

害怕--要踏入医院了,但知识还是...

不舍--第四年--我过得最开心的一年,很多人都说第四年的生活是蜜月期,起初不信,但现在经历了,非常赞同.但不是说是这一年放松的,而是另有所悟.我觉得蜜月期是说新婚夫妇享受即将踏入新婚生活和学习共同生活的时期.对我而言,第四年是我们享受所有我们能经历的.District, Community, ENT, Psychiatric, Paediatrics, Orthopaedic.密月期=享受并学习,并不是偷懒期.

伤心--开始要面对分离,一班战友的努力,五年,说长不长,说短不短.当然伤心啦.

欣慰--我这个老人终于挨过了.终于成了第五年的学生.挨了六年....老了老了.

高兴--可以不用靠家里的支助了,用;了家里很多,是时候靠自己了. 当然也高兴我的IMU,UKM,USM的朋友们毕业了!!恭喜恭喜!!

One More month to go...then i will be the final year student in medic UMS...After 4 years of study in UMS, 5 years study in Medic field....finally..left one month...i entering 5 th year.

Scared--step into 5th years means need to know a lot alr, but still...I like know nothg.

Many ppl like to say 4th year is a honeymoon year. Well, I start to understand why ppl say that. Is not due to the relaxing momment.(act not relax either, kinda stress also)...Honeymoon in medic like I think is more like describing the happy momment and the feeling of working together with batchmates So...yes...honeymoon means the happy momment, not the lazy.

Sad--Need to leave all the batchmate soon...after 4 years of study, definately going to be sad.

Glad--Finally, an old guy make it to the final year d. After 5 year, I can tell ppl I am officially senior d....haha!!

Happy--Finally can support myself soon, been using a lot of money from family, time to support my own d. Also happy for all my frens from IMU, UKM, USM...COngrates they grad d!!!!