Thursday, October 30, 2008

考试...Exam...

Toughest exam of all coming soon...
史上最严峻的考试即将来临
Paediatric posting exam...OMG!!!Scary!!!!No time for blog d!!!
小儿科考试...可怕...没有时间了!!!!

Can I do this??May I??

Haha!!!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

生日意义??

Well, saw this from ShinYin's blog, so...hehe...saja...

Your Birthdate: September 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet. (Ya meh??like got global developmental delay then)


You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.(Confidence?also delay development then, haha!)


Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.(Hm, this apply to finding excuse to ignore my study failure...hehe)


You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details. (Yaya, like to see "big picture"--Movie---OMG, i am so lame)

Your strength: Your supreme genius (hm...funniest joke in the world)

Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity (Hm...nt even hav sensitivity wo)

Your power color: Gold (But I like red lah)

Your power symbol: Star (Star ah...kindergarden time got some lah, but now no more)

Your power month: January (Hm...true oso, CNY alwiz tat time and can go home and ang pow mah...keke)

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

残?Diability!!

上了一堂与小儿神经专科医生的课

课的结束他与我们有了一段很有意义的对话

当天的课都讲关于小孩有了神经与脑的病,Cerebral Palsy

他们没有办法象我们正常人走动,跑,跳

Dr. T: As a specialist and u all medical student, we all are the same as those kids,has disability, u all agree??

Student: ......(当时我们不懂如何答)

Dr. T: Come, U all take off ur glasses, can u all do ur works without the spec or contact lens?Whats make u all think we all different from them?We all has disability, we hav ppl help us, but they all, society, country tend to ignore and never put much effort on them, and ppl tends to look down on them, they hav the intelligence same as us.

当时那一段话真的讲中了要害

没了眼镜,我们也是和这一群有天生残疾的没什么分别

我国的残疾设备根本没这个能力去帮助他们

他们跟普通的小孩没有分别

只是需要多一点的关怀和少一点的歧视

我国口口声声要2020宏愿

但如此简单的公共残疾设备如轻快铁的电梯设备都不是每一站都有

试问如何实现宏愿呢?

跟本没有足够的资金帮忙他们

一群人民代表就坐商务机舱,冷气房,只会嘴动

在那讲民族课题,什么要改政府啦,抓来放走

跟本忽略他们本身的义务

如此国家

如此政府

如此人民

如此宏愿

如此无言

如此.......

残而不废...充满希望的小孩

残而该飞...毫无用处的人民代表


希望未来的我们真的能创造一个奇迹

兩隻麻袋--父母恩重如山(一封朋友寄给我的邮件,望能引起共鸣)

他是個搶劫犯,入獄一年了,從來沒人看過他。
眼看別的犯人隔三隔五日ㄉ就有人來探監,送來各種好吃的...
他眼一饞,就給父母寫信,讓他們來,也不是為好吃的,就是直想著父母。
在無數封信石沉大海後,他明白了,父母拋棄了他。
傷心和絕望之餘,他又寫了一封信,說如果父母如果再不來,他們將永遠失去他這個兒子。
這不是說氣話,幾個重刑犯拉他一起越獄不是一兩天ㄉ事,他只是一直下不 了決心,現在反正是爹不親娘不愛、赤條條無牽掛了,還有什麼好擔心的?
這天天氣特別冷。他正和幾個'麻吉'密謀越獄,忽然間,有人喊道: '有人來看你! '會是誰呢?
進探監室一看,他呆了,是媽媽是媽媽!
一年不見,媽媽變得都認不出來了。才五十多的人ㄌ...頭髮全白了,腰彎得像蝦子捲,人瘦得不成形,衣裳破破爛爛,一雙腳竟然光著, 滿是污垢和乾血跡,身旁還放著兩隻破麻布口袋。
娘兒兩對著看著,沒等他開口,媽媽渾濁的眼淚就流出來了,她邊抹眼淚,年邁母親邊說著:小剛,信我收到了,別怪爸媽狠心,實在是抽不開身啊,你爸……又病了,我要服侍他,再說路又遠……
這時,監獄輔導員端來一大碗熱氣騰騰的雞蛋麵進來了,熱情的說:大娘,吃口麵再談。
'劉媽媽急忙站起身,手在身上使勁的擦著:使不得、使不得。 監獄輔導員把碗還是塞到老人的手中,笑著說:我娘也就您這個歲數了,娘吃兒子一碗麵不應該嗎?劉媽媽不再說話,低下頭'呼啦呼啦'吃起來,吃得是那個快又香啊,好像多少天沒吃飯了。
等劉媽媽吃完了,小剛,看著母親那雙又紅又腫、又裂了許多乾血口的腳,忍不住問:媽,你的腳怎麼了?鞋呢? 還沒等媽媽回答,監獄輔導員冷冷地接過話回應:你媽是步行來的,鞋早磨破了。 步行?從家到這兒有三四百里路,而且很長一段是山路! 小剛他慢慢蹲下身,輕輕撫著那雙不成形的腳:'媽,你怎麼不坐車啊?怎麼不買雙鞋啊? ' 媽媽縮起腳,裝著不在意的說:'坐什麼車啊,走路挺好的,唉,今年鬧豬瘟,家裡的幾頭豬全死了,天又乾干,莊稼收成不好,還有你爸…… 看病……花了好多錢……你爸身子好的話,我們早來看你了,你別怪爸媽。
監獄輔導員擦了擦眼淚,悄悄退了出去。小剛低著頭問:爸的身子好些了嗎?' 小剛等了半天不見回答,頭一抬,媽媽正在擦眼淚,嘴裡卻說:'沙子迷眼了,你問你爸呀 ?! 他快好了……他讓我告訴你,別牽掛他,好好改造。
探監時間結束了。監獄輔導員進來,手裡抓著一大把錢票,說:'大娘,這是我們幾個監獄輔導人員的一點心意,您可不能光著腳走回去了,不然,小剛他可是心疼死啊!
劉媽媽雙手直搖,說:'這哪成啊,娃兒在你這裡,已夠你操心的了,我再要你錢,不是折我的壽嗎?' 監獄輔導員聲音顫抖著說:'做兒子的,不能讓你享福,反而讓老人擔驚受怕,讓您光腳走幾百里路來這兒,如果再光腳走回去,這個兒子還算個人嗎?'小剛聞聽到已撐不住了,聲音嘶啞地喊道:'媽!'就再也發不出聲了,此時窗外也是泣聲一片,那是監獄輔導員喊來旁觀的人犯們發出的。
這時,有個獄警進了屋,故做輕鬆地說:'別哭了,媽媽來看兒子是喜事啊,應該笑才對,讓我看看大娘帶了什麼好吃的。 '他邊說邊拎起劉媽媽身旁ㄉ麻袋就倒出來,劉媽媽來不及阻擋,口袋裡的東西全倒了出來。
頓時,所有的人都錯愣了。 第一隻口袋倒出的,全是饅頭、麵餅什麼的,四分五裂,硬如石頭,而且個個不同。 不用說,這是劉媽媽一路乞討來的。
劉媽媽窮極了,雙手揪著衣角,喃喃的說:'娃兒呀~別怪媽媽施討ㄉ事呢,家裡實在拿不出什麼東西……' 小剛似乎沒聽見似的,直勾勾地盯住第二隻麻袋裡倒出的東西,那是-一個骨灰盒! 他呆呆的問:'媽,這是什麼?'劉媽媽神色慌張起來,伸手要抱那個骨灰盒:'沒……沒什麼 ……'
他發瘋般搶了過來,渾身顫抖:'媽,這是什麼?!' 他媽無力地坐了下去,花白的頭髮劇烈的抖動著。好半天,她才吃力地說:'那是……你爸!為了攢錢來看你,他沒曰沒夜地打工,身子給累垮了。臨死前,他說他生前沒來看你,心裡難受,死後一定要我帶他來,看你最後一眼……'他發出撕心裂肺的一聲吼叫:'爸,我一定會改好……接著'撲通'一聲跪了下去,一個使勁兒地用頭撞地。 '撲通、撲通',只見探監室外黑亞亞跪倒一片,痛哭聲響徹天空……
....... .... 父母恩重如山
《好東西要跟好朋友 一起分享》 寧願重複寄也不願少ㄌ你∼

Friday, October 3, 2008

病 SICK


I was sick last week...presented with high grade fever...almost 39oC, shortness of breath and severe headache on Friday (26/9/08)afternoon.

Although after 2 tablets of PCM (Panadol) and tepid sponging done by my huzmate...the condition worsen.

Then i was admitted to Sabah Medical Centre SMC due to high white cell count (more than 11000). On that night I start to have sever abdominal pain and acute diarrhoea.
Was running to toilet more than 15 times. With watery stool.
However, after given antibiotic and antipyrexia by the doctor there, my condition was stabilized.
Then was discharged on Monday night.
And now i fully recovered.

Well....really dunno where i catch those infection.Provisional diagnosis is Infective Acute Gastroenteritis. Source of infection maybe from food?but not likely cos my symptom quite long. Then doc said maybe i catch the infection from those kids in paeds ward. Haih...
Anyway, juz to say sorry for late update of my blog and like to thank all those who visit me, sms me and call me.

My huzmate. Pek, Joan, Mei, ZIhan, Ping, Kent, Jamie and Peng.
My frens LaoFoong, Loo, AiWei, Kim, YeeMun, HsiuMun, Rina, Sau, Hong ge, Liang Ge, Jasper, Carene.
My uncle and cousins.
My IMU mates, SeowFan, SiewLi, Kiwi.
And I am touched cos Siow Wei called me. Touched, so far also called me.
And for sure, my mum, family members.
THANKS!!!!Appreciate all ur wishes and help!!!
And also Dr. Timothy and the nurses.


Sorry if forget to mention anyone.


Hope everyone is well and healthy.