猜不透...无论是她或是我的未来...我都猜不透

猜不透 妳最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是妳要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是妳的借口
那我宁愿对妳从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

我的路应该怎么走我不知道
猜不透 到底我所追求的是否如此
猜不透
迷茫
最终的不解

明灯...需要...

Reborn...重生

Its been whole 10 days without any patient...any procedure any blood taking...
the most imp...without any scolding by boss...10 days leave were awesome!!!
But time flies...it has to come to an end....finally...
Next stop...O n G....the posting with birth...with ladies...with new innocent life...
Afta ten days of holiday...i clear my mind...clear my path...
Promise to myself and someone....I will do my very very best in the coming posting...in my career...
Same like this posting..born...but i will reborn...重生...
No more pathetic...no more complains (maybe once a while lah)...no more looking down on myself...
No more give up so easily...Muz be tough...
Try my very best to learn as much as possible....be humble..."sorry" and "thank you" are the imp words...and muz meant it...
凯飞...相信自己...
坚持对我来说 就是以刚克刚 就算失望 不能绝望 被火烧过才能出现凤凰

《我今年,二十七八岁》

一篇说中了所有所有我的心声的文章....

Working...工作

Its been such a long long time......
Many Many things happened....

如果 you choose a job....working 7 days 24 hours....without weekend...not even have time to go back ur lovely home for dinner...ask me...

如果 you want a job...dat makes u scolded by ur boss...demotivated by ur boss...without anyone appreciate u...ask me

如果 you need a job...where by...a tiny miny mistake...will make the whole family members hate u...scold u...and makes u guilty for ur whole life...come to me...

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT....
如果 you....losing some one u love....and kena sabotaj by other ppl...and the one u trust the most....not trusting u anymore....and watever u can do is juz keep in silence....and suffer alone by facing all the stress of ur work alone....learn from me...

I believe i complains too much...by missing her....i feel myself more miserable....depressed...
But wat can i do....生活还是得继续...

My job still has the good side....

When just a simple "good job" by picking some things that ur boss mite miss because they are busy...its motivating and nice....

When a patient grab ur hands....and thank you for taking care of him/her....u feel glad when they step out of the ward...

When u are oncall...a nice colleague will help u settle as much things as possible...u will feel great....without being stress out about the remaining things...u feel great...

A nice "Good call" will make us happy....

The money pay is not much...and reduced recently....but just hope everythg goes smoothly....

OK...i need to stop complaints...and get back to my real life...

New year period...should not complains too much...

To whoever drop by..."HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR" HUAT AH!!!

Wish everyone going to have a good life ahead and be happy, healthy alwiz!!!

GONG XI FATT CHAI!!!!!!